this blog is good for venting of anger, emo-ing.
the fear of not being able to make it to uni is just too overpowering.

i think by the end of As i woul have prob collected a bucket or pail of water. well is too extreme

deep down. i feel so darn alone. fighting this battle all by myself.

i seriously lack the discpline nowadays to stop myself from eating and studying hard.
fuck.